Wow. 20 years old already? I better start looking for retirement plans.

Just..wow. It's not like I forgot my own birthday, but jeeze..as you get older, it really seems to just sneak up on you. Ah well. At least I have the day off today



In other news:
The past 3 months has been incredibly frustrating for me. I've been trying to get a new job at a hospital as a pharmacy tech, but even after an interview  and being forced waiting close to a month after, I was told someone more experienced than myself was chosen. And that was back in the beginning of February. Since then, I've sent numerous apps to that and another hospital, but it just seems like everytime I apply, someone else has already gotten the job.

And I just don't get it...I'm every bit as capable as most of these other applicants. The only thing I've been told that I could improve on is my interview, cause apparently I didn't seem confident (EXCUSE ME FOR BEING A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT AN DAMN INTERVIEW). I wasn't really told anything else, other than that some of the others had more experience. But I knew nothing about what it was that I may have lacked that they were looking for, which is just SO helpful.

Oh, and when I finally called the other hospital about those applications, they told me the position was already filled, and that they meant to tell me. Twice, really, because when another position opened and I tried for that, they neglected to inform me it was already filled as well. Thanks. I mean, I don't get the job even if they tell me I don't get it, but at least I wouldn't keep thinking that maybe they just haven't decided yet.

Anyway...it's not like my current job is bad or anything. It's an okay job, though the pay could be better, and the scheduling could be better than a week-by-week basis.